“Your worth is not measured by your productivity” So once said someone who was far wiser and better with words than I.

Pamber, my friend, bae, my bestie.

What can I possibly say that I have not already said? Probably nothing, but my friend, allow me to say this.

Your brain, your mind, it is a LIAR.

You have made WONDERFUL content, even in some of the most difficult periods in your life. No matter how sick you get, how awful life is, how much shit the world dumps upon you, you have created some of the most astounding and beautiful things. Whether it be your incredible art work or your stellar writing, you have made AMAZING things.

Maybe it doesn’t feel like much to you, or maybe it seems as though the world is infinitely more productive, but you have made some truly remarkable things.

And, let me be honest, even if you HADN’T done that? It would not change your worth as an individual, as a person, as a human being. At all.

And you deserve to be here, on this earth, in this world, in people’s lives and your own.

I have told you before, how much you mean, not just to me, but to the world in general. But I know such sentiments fall totally flat when you don’t feel worthwhile to your own self.

But, believe me when I say, you mean SO much. You are amazing. I can’t even quantify in words how incredible you are. I know it’s hard to see, I know it’s hard to feel and believe when we feel so low, so rotten, that all we want to do is disappear, I know this. Because I live it to. But your brain, that doubt, that self hate, it’s a liar. It is telling you how little you have accomplished, how little you have achieved, when the exact opposite is true.

Love you loads, and remember, you are worthy.

:’) What did I do to deserve you  <3333333  

There goes my darling bestie swooping in with all the most reassuring wonderful things right when I’m feelin’ awful <33333 

shine-of-asgard:

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icyxmischief:

He tried so hard here to get through to Thor.

I don’t understand how the narrative always posits that Thor is the only one who tries to reconcile. Loki DOES try to reconcile, but in LOKI’S way, as LOKI is able.  Just because he can’t be the kind of good that Thor demands he be, doesn’t mean his efforts don’t count.  

Even given the script he was given, you can see Tom trying so hard to show Loki straining to reach Thor but unable to succumb just yet fully to Thor’s idea of working together.  Everything he posits here is logical and wise, but Thor won’t listen to it because Loki didn’t foolishly give up his bargaining position with the Grandmaster to be physically there.  That, and somehow, it’s “Loki’s fault” that the Nine Realms fell into disarray and Odin became weak and died, when we know from TDW that odin was already on the brink of death both physically and spiritually once Frigga had been killed.  People in the theater when I watched this AUDIBLY said “Oh, come ON” when Thor turned to Loki and blamed him.  

All unclear thinking which can be partially explained by the fact that they’re both mourning Odin–especially Thor, who was closer to Odin–but because of the odd pacing of the film, the poignancy of Odin’s death was lost the moment the scene was over.  So we’re left kind of puzzling over why Thor is being so petulant and pigheaded, when he has gone through four movies of growth now, and learned better.  

Agh man I just. So much in this movie was JUST SLIGHTLY off and somehow it all added up to the movie being a weird parody of itself which the indie pop dada tone of the script doesn’t fully explain or justify.  

Also this scene shows very well one of the main problem in their relashionship. Loki trying to reach Thor with his own ideas, thoughts, feelings. And Thor denies it instantly without thinking, cause it doesn’t match with his own perspective on things.

Basically Loki wants a brother who understands him, and Thor wants this perfect brother, his own half, who goes wherever he goes, thinks whatever he thinks, always by his side.

That’s I think also one of the reasons why Loki learned to manipulate so well and why he prefers this type of communication. Cause it always worked better.

#Hammer Drop

It also ties in the “I thought we would fight side by side forever” speech. Because it could be seen as heartwarming, but it also could be seen as Thor having no clue and no desire to learn what Loki thought or wanted and simply dragging him along into his fantasy life. Because the Loki of Thor 1 doesn’t look like he even likes physical fighting, but of course Thor would fail to notice such a basic detail about his own brother.

@fallenangelwings  liked for a Lady!Loki starter!

      “Ah, erstwhile and weary blackbird.  Do come and sit a spell. I had fairly begun to doubt your existence.” 

Loki’s prepared a bonfire suitable to the ever-alarming sudden chill that besets Midgard at this time of year.  The flames lick the branches midway up the half-bare oaks and maples.  Small game, a hen of some sort, roasts on a spit at the end, and a cider of a more … refined palate than the piss-sour flavor of mead sits in a large pewter pitcher beside two glasses.

It’s as if she divined Castiel’s arrival.