//Hi guys. I’ve been REALLY struggling with a lack of muse this week (I don’t dare look at my follower count), but I promise to make a concerted effort this weekend. It’s getting harder to muster muse on Tumblr because of the increasingly user-unfriendly site formatting and the way that this is causing me personal anxiety and stage fright, but I don’t want to give up just yet. I’ll try to do some replies tonight, or over this weekend, which is very very very busy with IRL social obligations.

Thanks to those who have not yet left me. ❤

If you ever use the new messenger thing to message me and I don’t answer right away:

1) I don’t hate you

2) Sometimes I can’t deal with socializing even over IM

3) I hate instant messaging. It makes me anxious and uncomfortable.

Dreamwidth

Okay lovelies, HERE I AM ON DREAMWIDTH.

If you are a serious rper, and want to do some hard-core para rp, make an account there (or just send me anonymous replies). Dreamwidth is essentially an upgraded and safer version of LiveJournal. I have only been a member for two days and I highly recommend it (it is MUCH better for rp than Tumblr).

I’m not leaving this blog ever, I consider it my main Loki “base of ops,” and it’s where I’ll post my meta almost exclusively. But for rp, I’ve added Dreamwidth to branch out to a more user-friendly interface.

UPDATE ! ! ! !

Okay guys, so ALL THREE of my eye surgeries are now complete, and I’m in recovery. I went back to work today with very little vision and somehow managed to pull off teaching my lectures without a hitch. I am SLOWLY getting back into the swing of things here, and going back from full hiatus to partial hiatus (which will be lifted completely in December, and resume mid-January).

Special thanks to all the very sweet followers who messaged me during this time wishing me prayers and good thoughts. It really helped me get through an extremely difficult period.

So please hang in there with me as I slowly chip away at a full askbox and a full draft box. I am going to start out selective and then move my way out to whatever additional threads I still have energy to complete. Loki can be a draining and persnickety muse.

You are ALWAYS FREE to send Loki Asks from his/her kiddos by any mother/father. You are also always welcome to send me meta questions. These two things I am likely to answer the quickest.

Thanks a million ❤

update

icyxmischief:

// I’m feeling a lot of static in the air about my temp hiatus from ships, and I am getting the impression that the decision has generated bad feelings in some of my partners. Nothing in the known universe makes me more anxious than feeling as if I have disappointed people I care about, or made them feel badly about themselves.

So for now, I’ll reopen romantic threads (lol that lasted less than 24 hours), and continue to call this a multiship blog, but I’m going to be highly selective about what threads I feel the energy to respond to.

I also want to continue to stress that I am eager to explore platonic relationships, be they affable or antagonistic, with Loki. So please continue to send me starters and Asks from his parents, brother, friends, and children.

update

// I’m feeling a lot of static in the air about my temp hiatus from ships, and I am getting the impression that the decision has generated bad feelings in some of my partners. Nothing in the known universe makes me more anxious than feeling as if I have disappointed people I care about, or made them feel badly about themselves.

So for now, I’ll reopen romantic threads (lol that lasted less than 24 hours), and continue to call this a multiship blog, but I’m going to be highly selective about what threads I feel the energy to respond to.

I also want to continue to stress that I am eager to explore platonic relationships, be they affable or antagonistic, with Loki. So please continue to send me starters and Asks from his parents, brother, friends, and children.

lokiperfection:

FYI, if you reblog anything making fun of Loki getting raped by the horse from the myth, it is an instant unfollow.

icyxmischief:

//I just want to issue another apology for how much trouble I’m having finding the energy and correct headspace to write on my rp blogs, especially this one. work has never been quite so high maintenance and it sucks all of the motivation, energy, and happiness I have right out of me. I’ll keep putting in a valiant effort and I promise I have not lost interest in this blog or character.

//Just an update. The bleed in my right eye that had healed has come back, and I am again blind in one eye. There is nothing I can do about this but continue to wait. Ironically I see the eye doctor tomorrow.

To call myself despairing and afraid would be an understatement. I will continue to do the best I can.

//Supernatural season premiere is tonight and I just got home from work, so before I fall asleep from exhaustion, I am more than likely to be over HERE. Come visit if you wish!

not checking my inbox again tonight because content there is causing me a lot of anxiety on top of an already very long day. so if you send me a message, understand that i won’t see it until tomorrow. if you need to get my attention, please write a text post and tag me.